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April 29, 2012

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How is today so different than yesterday? Because I am a wohman and I have hormones. Enough said, I suppose. How is this year so different from the year before and so on? Why, what made me tick then, doesn't now? Life happening on life's terms, the will of my God, my openness to His will or the struggle with my own perhaps? Took me years to understand that different does not equal bad. Change is/can be good. O's two messy diapers early were changed and that was an instant GREAT! 

Something is off with me. It must be. I have a beautiful family, an abundant career, amazing friends and people in my life and yet today, I want a day off from it all. Completely. a.day.off. 

Perhaps with the salon change, the experience that lead up to it and a few other thousand details happening in my life these days I might have chosen to pass on the current diaper study I am partaking in. Nope, I'm just insane. The lure of "free" money and "free" diapers swept my heart up right from the word FREE. It's not a ton of work, just more work on an already overtime-d/overworked human doing being. Oy vey. I will choose to be grateful, IknowIcanIknowIcanIknowIcanIknowIcan.

Chicken enchilada ingredients are split between the fridge and the kitchen counter. Let's hope they find a way to come together tonight to make a delicious dinner . . . along with some rice and veggies.

Part of the current exhaustion may also be due to the cup filling this week. No, not a red solo cup filled with an amazing adult beverage. Rather, the cup of blessing. Literally felt like I was running around to find new cups to catch the overflowing blessings from the original cup. I'll take that as a sign of I am right where I am supposed to be. Recently a friend gave me a small angel figurine. She is standing with her arms outstretched and her back arched a tiny bit. Sort of in a great morning stretch as I shake off the sleepies, but also in a stance of just basking in the Son. I love it. I need to meditate on that stance.

Things I am excited about today . . . 
clean laundry in the making
homemade gf cinnamon rolls 
chocolate sauce to die for, recipe 
my pedicure 
setting the salon studio up 
the thought of getting to go to Target for a few things (absolute fav store)
seeing O in a minute, she is waking up. 
O's bed head
to see how the day finishes out
one more day done on the diaper study
rest


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